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listening to : sleep all day - jason mraz

what a rarity; to be actually sitting down on my bed with nothing to do. given the past week, this is rather blissful. just me and mr kopazz, exploring the mindless world of celebrity gossip for the next 1 1/2 hours, with no need to do anything but. the usual monday lunch meet-up with loi actually culminated with me eating lunch (haha)and a much-needed and sorely-missed one hour viewing of the O.C.

jason whomsoever, you are a genius for creating the O.C. although im not sure what making marissa lesbian (not that she's convincing) has anything to do with the show since she's gonna get killed off anyway. the girl can't act for peanuts. alex is a pretty damn hot lesbian though! actually they're all hot, period. especially ryan (ooh). loi, thanks for the company every monday but please don't say anything about the way ryan looks haha.

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my primary school friend plonked herself into the seat next to mine on the way home. i think its pretty darn amazing at how relationships form. and im very thankful for the many wonderful and lasting relationships that i've had/am having since i was a kid. the one thing i love the most about meeting up with old friends is all the reminiscing that takes place. it's not so much the thrill of living in the past, but rather it's the satisfaction of looking back at all that had happened and recognizing how each event/person/relationship has helped to shape your life and the person you are today.

yet for all the good, there is the bad. to think that after all these years, after you had hurt me and made me cry, for all the lies and deception and hypocrisy... YOU HATE ME? i was honestly surprised when i heard this cos to be honest, you don't know what i went through when i found out. to top it all off, you never apologised. and if it wasnt for a very close friend, i might have fallen into your trap. weird isn't it? the truth is, there was no reason for all that to happen. it shouldn't have but it did. i don't hate you, i can say that with conviction. it upsets me though that you can't see the truth after all this time. and i feel sorry for you.

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enough about the random emo stuff. mr kopazz and i are gonna engage in more surfing until 6 when tuition starts. i just remembered that i have my accounting tutorial to finish, but what the heck. im too lazy to get up.