im tired of constantly pushing myself to live up to your expectations. no matter how hard i try or how much i do, somehow it's just never ever enough. and i feel so un-appreciated sometimes, that it hurts. no amount of sacrifice is justifiable i guess -so i just keep quiet and go about doing what im supposed to. yet lately, everything seems to be wrong. im not perfect, and i don't purport to be. i wanna cry but im not going to .